Okay i Know i`ve been Way off of KaT-TUN wolrd but the new song is .....

i know many think its somewhat YnU but i don`t :C i dont like it yet dont know why i do love Cheerful songs but still maybe the chorus isn`t as catchy yet to me . I hope its a B Side *still in denial *
On The Other Hand I do Love EXILE`s I Wish For You So Freaking Much !!! I wish i was there *fails *
Belated HAPPY  10th Anniversary !! EXILE LOVE ~
We`ll Always Live In : Love , Dream & Happiness

I want to watch EXE Show T~T its hard to find dl links for it ~ I should check Chinese
Fans XD

I guess all i can say that i typed too many that my post has been closed & the Draft doesn't restore what i wrote so i`ll only say this as short as possible since i wont end my typing for a week lol 
i gotta say that Aka-chan leaving the group caught me off guard since i was through a bad time since one of my Uncle died so i went to the PC To Cheer my self up which is when i read about that X_Xi burst to tears cause of the double shock made me cry cause i did n`t cry for my uncle`s death now this slapped me too . so i wont say all my feeling here i may edit later but one thing is that made me sad is some fans who claimed true fans threw him in times of need huh :( tsk tsk tsk

as for others who only support 5 & disliked him for years that shocks me too for reading some of your responses . after reading Jin`s interviews & Manual :

i have to say this it may seems that jin
is relaxed in US cause he might`ve been a target in Japan
cause even if Johnny kicked  Jin out Je there`s no way in hell that you can see other company taking him that will face Johnny Empire plus he was one of the gold making tools of his , and the more i think of this i think A Page was talking about Johnny as the b***ch there cause i feel it makes sense more with the incident . i maybe wrong  but  i always thought its was about johnny kitigawa since Love yourself release .
i dont hate none of them but  it feels really weird to say selfish easily since jin could`ve done it long a go .
 and if its about clubbing a lot well his trade mark was that he wasn`t the perfect idol but the normal person (which is why i love him even when i see him bored on the tv at least i`m seeing a human ) other than singer so punishing him for that also is also weird since its not something knew . i always think that Johnny supports other JE cause he is the one who chose them & KAT-TUN is the black sheep (which i think the most unique /talented of all which was made  it this far thanks to fans) i believe in both that will do well even though Jin was the sacrificed sheep here since the other five may balance in the idol like members /may not oppose to things they dont wanna do like jin`s persona .as koki said kat-tun are group who are a  mix of  individual genre/style that each member has  which is why i heart them for it. i only wish that the 5  wont be the one guilty for throwing jin out with johnny other than that i`m with both sides cause no one know who `s to be blame ne~ 
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Jin even if you are feeling comfy in America please don`t show that you`re too americanized which may hurt Asian/Japanese  fans since you`re not American so you`ll be easily seen as a American wanna be >_< 
you still are the akanishi jin that i respect & support not for looks only but personality
i do support you cause
1- you`re the reason i watched/support  kat-tun
2- you`re the one who made me love the other members
3- i may love maru as my 2nd  but i love both of you as friends when together .
3- i support my dear koki niisan for similarity between him & my brother who`s same age /style/persona , not to forget you jin are my perfect two macho  guys even though after jin came back he didn`t show it as he used to but still had that aura.
4- to me the favorite trio are what i loved most anything would turn great .
5-you are the reason who showed me why i love junno from you the bullier to jin the Friend who increased his kizuna  . Thanks to Junno you were more talkative or happy when together even if you want to look too serious , you`ll be able to laugh from junno smile effect .
5- My fairy prince Ueda you were indeed the mystery that always shined when your with jin 
and i wished to see more Jinda duets but now its not possible but i cant blame neither of you 
too similar which was too good for me .
6- Kamenashi who was the best friend which got sudden separation or cold towards jin maybe what fans saw but i think since it was for the others to shine as well i wont say anything about you cause you already are mature & now what`s good for you kame 
and neglecting your old kizuna with jin would be shocking even though i may not be a Akame fan i`d love to know that the members will support each other even if jin`s not a member a friendship doesnt have anything to do with work so separating these will make me feel at ease.
i maybe selfish thinking that but already i got g.o.d group who showed their bond /friendship even when kyesang left .
not to mention Alex who left One OK rock is still their friend which Taka confirmed ^_^ 
To me seeing Friendship glowing would be way better than only killing it for self needs.
  Even Fly to the Sky support each other
so i still wish everyone will do well too .
as always love to say なんくるないさぁ!!
since i used to be a crazy gamer i thank my rpg games for its great words:
Johnny your action seems to me like :
Black rune, pink balloon, what's the difference.
As For Jin Your interview in us  Now is like
"But just as some things can be right and useless at the same time, can’t something be wrong...and priceless?"
even though it may not be true but it seems that jin you`re manual looks as if Ted from suikoden said  :
"On the day I lost my home, you stole the souls of everyone I knew in this world. During 300 years of wandering, you caused a great many wars and plundered countless souls."
Take care. Live your life to the fullest... for my sake too."
it may not be 300 years but i only think the meaning may ring any of the true fans which other got switched into haters as if jin said 
"My father goes his way; I'll go mine."
i would rather think that even if selfishness was to be included it would be as if he`d chose to say 
"I don't regret the decision I made that day. Even now. But...my heart still aches. I..I want to follow my heart. Whether it is right or wrong will be judged by history."
*The light in my eyes may have faded, but the light in my soul continues to shine
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so i can always say to both sides "Always remember that your destiny is in your own hands. Never forget that. You must decide what is right. Do you understand?"
Finally To all KAT-TUN fans or KaT-TUN fans :
Even if things didn't turn out the way you wanted them to, you simply have to accept them and move on. Understand?"
its not the first time i am pissed at you Johnny you ruined many of my favorite guys I cursed you too much but sometime i back off cause i have my other Precious who still under your wing *sighs*
仁 as always i still am your guardian ♥♥♥♥♥
KaT-TUN &仁♥♥♥♥♥
Proud to be your fan

 

to any Akanishi or Kat-tun fan i chose these music for  you